Be an act of god then…

I’m done with thinking ’bout same things every day….It’s terrible rly. I wanna say just.. don’t listen to dull hamlet xD

Today I’ve realised that I’ve got a reason n matter to live, to breathe I’m lying again.. It’s not today.. It’s the thought made of emotions for a month or more I’m the most terrific liar you ever saw in your life. It’s awful. If I’m on my way to the store to buy a magazine, even, and somebody asks me where I’m going, I’m liable to say I’m going to the opera. It’s terrible. Last month have passed away.Haste makes waste.I can’t realise whats my hurry.Btw what I’m rly hanging around is that I really can’t find my best place here.The place where I can set free n shine.Summer n books are essential for my survive but what then? I’m exhausted.I wanna Find my key to happiness, Holdy again..People never notice anything. Never! I’m vulnerable.I’ll never believe that people do care of me as I do, I’m paralised with fear of future. What will be then..and “then” never comes.I’ve grown apart from old me.I’m not much of the drinker or smoker but I’m a dreamer.A terrible dreamer.It’s disgusting.If I’ll get though this heat I’ll be back.My souls shopping around.I’m obstinate But I believe everything will be K.

Be an act of god then…

with love © axl

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